to leave...

To leave a place where you feel a sense of belonging to is always tough. I used to wonder why people cry when they leave while the others who are still around can usually control their emotions.

Now, I fully understand why. It often hits you the hardest when you are the one leaving the group. I feel sad that I will not see some of my friends whom i met in finland in the next few years. We usually think of all the possibilities to meet again but more often than not... the reality does not allow us to capitalise on such possibilities.

Fortunately, we have the internet... but i guess it's really hard to talk after a few years when all of us are doing different things and exposed to different kinds of environments. I guess that is life.

I miss you my friends. I miss Leppavaara. I know i will be back in 10 days but there will be so many of you gone by then.

I miss you all. Thank you for everything! All the best to you guys! I really hope to see you all again... in singapore or even in some other part of europe.

I have never yearn so much for an affordable teleportation machine before.